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Alone with hate

Alone and aware

How do I dare

Consumed by self

And hating all that is left

Why do I do this

When all I do is make amiss

My heart says to keep the fight

I just don’t know who is right

Times come and gone

And I still sing this same dam song

Why?

Heart is in pain

And only me to blame

For all I say I love

I just can’t seem to rise above

This beast that claws to be free

And I feel him wanting to be

All that I’m not

Yet telling of his his dark plot

Why?

Moon seems to understand

All that is planned

And yet she cannot speak

Of love and hope, all that I seek

Why do I keep this creature

When all he wants to do is hurt?

Only his rage to comfort my sorrow

Keep saying ill let go tomorrow

Why?

No purpose simply drifting

Dreaming of our passionate kissing

Love me for who I want to be

Don’t hate this darkness within me

Killing myself to change this

And all I can do is wish

It runs a clean river this love I feel

But it taints me this hate, to no appeal

Do others see in this man day by day

Watch as I begin to simply fade away

Why?

All that will be left is this demon

Hated and scorned so left alone

Soon this hole will be filled

By someone with no one to have hold

And if you should comprehend

My sorrow and this beast that rends

Then you’ve found your cause

Please please forgive my pause

This man that has learned to hate

And with all he is abate this wolf

Why?

That hates and loves and howls at the moon

You’ll find behind him, letting go, a man that only croons

For this world to know his pain

Should you love him please don’t refrain

And tell him all he has to gain

By living just one more day

Before he simply fades away

The wolf

Hated by day and Hated by night

Connected with hate and with strife

Loved only by the moon

if only she could come see me soon

Hate’s the shell to hide my soul

Love’s this ones only jewel

Nameless i will wander on

slowly plodding on and on

Cities hold no facination

nature holds my true elation

running with moon

sleeping with sun

too close and you will lose your gun

darkness hides my fear and spirit

sunlight shows me simple, see it?

killer they call me for their fear

simply because I don’t come near

baring my teeth and flashing my claws

gives all but the bravest pause

My name is very simply, Wolf.

Earth

Darkness falls
Daytime slumbers
Moonlight appears
And the world wonders
Finding life
So different, the same?
Can it be that all this slept
While sun was woke and vigil kept?
She brightens
She glorifies
All that see her
Pale white eyes
She loves them and they her
The light she gives is clean and pure
Night ends
Sunlight sends
And she must Leave
And go to others
While sunlight shows us
Other wonders.
Beyond comprehension
Lost are are these, moon and sun
Creatures we are
And yet not
Lost and kept afar
In the nets we are caught
No one seems
To remember
Moonlight beams
Sweet November
The beauty that we take for granted
If it were lost I could not stand it

Questions

It’s been burning my mind
This question in my head
Time and again I see your shine
If you could save me from the dead
Standing here with you
The sky is in it’s deepest blue
I have here this crystal shoe
And I can’t find the one it fits
Maybe it’s you
Maybe another’s
But I have to ask
Will you save my mind tonight?
Passions belong to me
And I to them
All the things that I see in the town
They all fade to black and brown
Trees and grass they hold my soul
Which longs for love in purity
Maybe yours is that love
Maybe another’s
But I have to ask
Will you save my soul tonight?
Self abuse and feral rage
Show in my physicality
My body is itself a stage
But not in any commonality
Never touched by love or hate
Never touched by any hand
Maybe yours is the water that can sate
So beyond thirst it’s almost sand
But I simply have to ask
Will you be with me tonight?

Taboo

Loving all I see
Oh how can this be
That I a man
Could fall in love with her
And do all I can
I hope my words I do not slur
She the angel
I the demon
Is it shameful?
Though she loves none
Days may pass
And nights harass
Is it wrong
To sing this song?
Years go by
But I can’t forget
This girl I love
My heart is set
The moon above
Reminds of who I am
So on I go
Though the fates I do dam
Burning in this hell
And in my darkness I do smell
Her scent so pure
But this wolf knows his place
And always do I hide my face
The light she brings
Is not for me
Though it sings
My love cannot be
So I say goodnight to her
The one I love
I may greatly frighten her
With this talk of my love
Goodnight beautiful one
Until our next evening sun